How important is spirituality in your life?

Today’s writing prompt…

I believe in the human spirit, the soul, I suppose. I’m not religious in any way, quite anti-religion tbh. I have no wish to push any agenda on anyone, it irks me greatly that politicians, and ‘others claim that their religion makes them somehow ‘pure’ and that is why we should do what they say and that they are right to push their agenda on everyone else. Bollocks.

LGBTQ people should undergo treatment because their wish to live their life how they want, offends the Pols sense of right and wrong. What gives someone the idea that they can dismiss a whole segment of people just because they think they can? The arrogance of that mindset is just astonishing.

So, no. I don’t subscribe to anything that supports that mindset. How hard is it to be kind?

I think my spirituality or faith in people is under severe strain with everything going on. But, that’s when you look for the people who run toward danger and, thankfully, there are many who do.

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The only good thing…

… About the times we are going through (and it was ever thus), is that when the lunatics are running the asylum, artists make their own points and commentary on what’s going on.

I’m touting for a British artist here but fear not, he’s an equal opportunity satirist and the Bionic Cheeto and his gang of Nazi’s, Babykiller Benny and puppetmaster Putin all get speared. I really hope DJT reads the site because he will not enjoy it…

Anyhoo, restore your sanity here: https://www.coldwarsteve.com/

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Dear Diary

For a long time now, I have found it increasingly difficult to motivate myself to engage with anything much by the way of culture. Even finding the will to sit down and write here is intermittent at best. I write elsewhere about the isolation I am building around me but having reached a point where I have time, I have slowly started to become more interested.

I have been watching a few films and series so let’s run through those…

I have long enjoyed the writing of Carl Hiaasen. Anyone who can write characters that you remember for a long time after reading has a great skill. It’s a shame no-one has seen the potential to create a show around Chemo and his weed-whacker or the mighty Skink. People have tried to put his work on screen before of course, ‘Striptease’ with Demi Moore, ‘Hoot’ and surprisingly few others.

AppleTV+ have put out a series based on his book ‘Bad Monkey’ and it is brilliant. The best thing in it is… Vince Vaughn. I know, right? He is back to the days when he was funny, engaging and hip. I urge you to have a watch.

I am very much looking forward to the new season of Wednesday.

Other series I watched: Tracker, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tracker_(American_TV_series) (7/10) Big Sky https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Sky_(American_TV_series) (1st Series 9/10) Will Trent https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Will_Trent (7/10) High Potential https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/High_Potential (Could have been terrific, started promisingly, lead ‘actress’ became incredibly aggravating 2/10) Only Murders In the Building https://tv.apple.com/gb/show/only-murders-in-the-building/umc.cmc.7kd9yvyu5ecz1snkt4a35o12g (9/10) Last but not least, The Residence https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Residence_(TV_series) (10/10)

Films: Captain America: Brave New World https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Captain_America:_Brave_New_World (4/10). Looked great as always, story seemed incomplete somehow, feels overdone now. Captain Marvel https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Captain_Marvel_(film) (7.5 / 10) The Marvels https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Marvels (8/10)

More next time…

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Glazing Over

So, Crystal Palace have finally won a major trophy. Have to say, (yes, even as a Brighton fan,) fair play. Especially chuffed for Ian Wright, I bet he is very happy just now.

https://images.app.goo.gl/ptHdLEb8Byo5DGyt5

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Sometimes, you just have to say “Good Work”…

Flicking about Instagram the other night I came across this. I don’t know who this young woman is, I don’t know if she rehearsed or practiced the speech but if this was off-the-cuff, well. More articulate than I will ever be.

Please take a look & listen… https://www.instagram.com/reel/DI8-3DfRyYv/?igsh=aWU4b3pmeG1kMzQ=

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What does freedom mean to you?

Many people misunderstand what freedom is. They confuse it with other things like ‘entitlement’, or ‘money’. Or it can mean they have no responsibility towards the whole. “I’m not vaccinating my kids!” “I’m not paying taxes!” They believe their individual situation or mindset is what freedom is.

They insist on not vaccinating but still demand their kids don’t contract the virus. They decide they won’t pay taxes anymore but still drive on the roads, use the hospitals, wait on the fire brigade and police. Etc. Etc.

I watched an amazing documentary on the massacre at My Lai in Vietnam. It was grimly fascinating seeing the anger of the American soldiers build up as the local people determinably kept resisting them and, gasp! fought back. There were tearful recollections from old soldiers about the friends they lost. And I am sure, for many, it was a visceral learning curve. When you add to the mix gung-ho officers who are flabbergasted that these gooks are shooting back “…and they will damn well put a stop to that!” and you have the poisonous mix all ready for some terrible things.

Even in wartime there are degrees of evil. The US soldiers dying at an age where they have barely experienced life, that’s an evil. Bone-Spur bureaucrats sending those same kids to a war they had no understanding of, that’s (IMHO) a bigger evil, and one that persists. Torture, whichever side does so, Evil all day long. The list, sadly, is endless.

What happened at My Lai was so far beyond evil as to be almost incomprehensible. If you don’t know the details, a detailed write up is https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/My_Lai_massacre Be warned, it is not for the faint-hearted.

You could say that the soldiers of C Coy. were ‘free’ as the dominant force, to do these things. 2 main officer protagonists, Calley and Medina, said “we were only following orders”. Only a few people came out of that event with any kind of merit, one of these was http://Warrant Officer Hugh Thompson Jr.

So, freedom for those soldiers could be looked at from different angles. I much prefer Thompson Jr’s.

I love the USA. Always have. But over the last 20 years, my realising of its flaws, in particular regard to freedom and the hollow claim it makes to be the guardian of the same, has grown. After 9/11 the sense of togetherness was incredible. I was posting on https://arstechnica.com/ and the vibes in those threads was quite surprising. The internet was no longer this cold, separate entity. Real people were engaging.

Starting with Bush Jr the goodwill rapidly changed after. Guantanamo happened, Al Ghraib happened, the list grew and grew. All in the name of ‘freedom’ (whose freedom never completely clear).

So, apart from brief moments of improvement under the flawed but well-meaning Obama and Biden, we come full circle to the current incumbent of 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue. It seems for this person, freedom means doing whatever the fuck he wants. Between him and his acolytes (elected or otherwise) he is absolutely trouncing the American Constitution. Letting himself have the ‘present’ of the Qatari jet is just piss-taking beyond limits.

So Freedom is a tricky one. Feel free to make of that what you will.

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Have you ever been camping?

That’s the writing prompt today. My answer, yes. Both voluntary and forced.

https://www.rafakrotiri.info/?path=/episkopi/HappyValley

My dad was in the military, so we lived in Cyprus for a while. Happy Valley back then was a mix of things. I can’t say I remember a specific cricket ground (and I daresay if we’d camped on the wicket the PTB would have been irked.) But there were loads of places to go to and there was an athletics ground where I won a 1500 metre race. (True! Honest!)

We used to go camping down on the beach and we’d get up at dawn because snorkelling as the sun breaks through the water in that part of the world is just astonishing. Being of school age was doubly fun out there because the school day, while it started early, 7 am, it finished early too. 2pm? Ish? So spending time in the sun was essential.

Happy Valley was connected by a very long tunnel to a place called (imaginatively) Tunnel Beach. It was the place (when swimming) where everybody hung out. Drinking Cokes out of the old thick bottles, smoking fags, eating chips. Happy days.

One small plus of being an army kid was that we could do things with squaddies. The 14/20 Irish Hussars were the duty regiment when my sister Linda was kicking about with a staff sergeant (can’t remember his name but his favourite drink was Brandy & Milk!) Me and my Brother got to be squaddies for a week. We got to drive armoured cars, went on runs, kipped in the soldiers blocks, shot guns… amazing fun. Tried replicating it by joining army cadets back home but didn’t come close to that experience. Did spend a great long weekend in Great Yarmouth tho’ at a cadet camp so that was fun. Managed to get shot in the leg (by a blank) but it was still incredibly painful and could have been a lot worse.

So as you can imagine, the above were very much voluntary camping. What on earth is ‘forced camping’?

Homelessness. After going through a massive breakdown in 2000, I had a choice to make. I could either give up and put an end to this life. Or, I could get out, leave it all and try and connect with family. Obviously I chose door #2 and got the bus to Holyhead. I was looking forward to reconnecting with the family on Mum’s side and glad to be getting away.

Clearly, I had not really thought things through. It’s fair to say that the family I stopped by to see were less than thrilled at my arrival. Over time in Holyhead, I realised what the issue was but their cold-shoulder was a shock. Their thinking was that I had just turned up to leech from them. Twenty years later I still think that they expect me to start asking them for things, I’m just biding my time waiting for the right moment to strike!

So, miles from anywhere I knew, nowhere to stay, I found myself here:

https://maps.app.goo.gl/9R4UwNuZcLXqvopt7

It’s a bus stop on Newry Beach. I lived there for the best part of three months through a very cold winter. It’s different now, they have converted the stops into small seasonal shops for the tourists. In the spirit of kindness, (thankfully after I had moved to a room) the council removed the boards from the stops that kept most of the wind out. What’s that French phrase? Pour encourager des autres (to not sleep rough!)

I was very fortunate to have the Lighthouse centre to help me during that time. Made me think about a lot of things…

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A Changing World.

A lot of times in my lifetime, the world has seemed on the brink.

It seems to be the moment to speak. No country is all good and no country is all bad. Ordinary people everywhere do not deserve to be held responsible for what their governments do.

What is happening before our eyes in America is beyond anything we have seen before. For all its bombast and arrogance through the decades, America seemed to be a force for, if not good, then sort of OK-ish.

The effect on the world since the industrial revolution has been catastrophic. We are trying to turn the clock back but it is very likely too late.

To see what Trump and his cronies are planning (raiding Greenland for resources, backtracking on agreements previous administrations committed to, wrecking the worlds eco systems (what’s left of them) to line his pockets), maybe we have just been naive? Trump is just doing what America has always done but without the pretense?

The cheeto in chief is just saying ‘fuck you’ to everyone else on the planet.

Obvious parallels to Nazi Germany have been made of course. Thing is, none of this is possible without people being prepared to carry out tasks that they know to be wrong. For all those enabling this there won’t be any hiding place. Rank and file Americans need to down tools and stop supporting these people.

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Live at Last

User Defined Logic is now mine. I hope I’ll write more.

>pops the hood< now, let’s see…

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We’re only making plans…

…for Mark!

Set myself two tasks today, first: Clean the cooker. That is done.

Next, look for funding to study for the next stage of me. I am excited at the possibility of studying to become a certified ethical hacker! It won’t be cheap (£4,500 approx across two years) but that’s called investing in yourself.

The Prospectus If any of my friends have pointers or guidance that may help, I am all ears 🙂

Wish me luck!

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